Then I cried :')

To my future wife, 

I pray you set your eyes on Jesus. He loves you so much. More then I ever will! Even though I will pour out everything I have with all the strength and courage I have, He seeks you out and loves being near you.

Tonight I pray for you—wherever you are—that God will bless, comfort, and heal you. Not that you are broken and need to be fixed. You may be…but it’s more healing from the bumps bruises and little knocks we take in life.

I pray your giftings are released, that self doubts dissipate. Yes, you have weaknesses, but through the rose tinted glasses of how God sees you, you are a precious jewel. Gracious and compassionate, overflowing in love. Talented and gifted in so many facets of your life.

I pray you cherish your sensitivity. Although you might see it as a weakness, it is one of your greatest assets. I will overlook things you see and understand.  I pray your heart stays soft and you don’t feel the need to harden up.

I pray you feel safe to flourish and simply be authentic in who you are.

I pray you can relax in the joy of friendship and family

I pray that God has not given you a spirit of fear but of love power and a sound mind.

I pray that you don’t feel the pressure to  attract the right one. It will happen naturally. Trust me.

I pray that you are covered in peace. I pray that your soul is awakened to the presence of the holy spirit like you have never known before.

Dear God! I am so blessed. You are so beautiful, so attractive, so sneaky.

I love it. I love you. Take care, my radiant bride. I might not be coming around the corner riding a white horse, but I’m doing everything I can to cultivate a healthy inner life. A heart that is big expansive and soft before God. A lifestyle free of petty insecurities. To abide with Jesus and you. 

My love & my man of God, I have died everyday waiting for you. I’ll keep waiting. I love you. :’)